im not happy. i should be. but im not.
i dont mean to sound like a spoilt brat.
but everythings good.
how its supposed to be.
yet im so depressed.
its summer ; i was too excited about summer, now it isnt as good as i'd like it to be.
everyones gone on holiday so early.
depressing.
everyones got problems. i get that. but unless your going to tell me your problems, dont go on about them.
id rather know what im worrying about.
panic. jon + ryan will be replaced and then brendon + spencer + their new bandmates will be back to making beautiful music. i should be relieved we still have panic at all. but i dont like change. change is the worst. panic is the only thing i thought would never change :'(
love. i hate love. i fucking hate love. love hates me. love has been good to everyone but me.
rona has caolan. aoife has joseph. shannon has...that person. becca has...becca doesnt count, shes in florida.
the point is love sucks. love will always hate me. i will always hate love. end of.
peace. love. squee.
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