2 hours.

If your Reading this...I'm either in airport, plane or France.
I'm leaving in 3 hours.
Excited ! Not D: ?
Watching epic movie.


Sorry for the lack of updates, alots been going on. If I get to a computer in France I'll blog. But that's unlikely.



Peace. Love. Squee.

what I STILL need for France.

I thought I might need to post...
How longs it been :| ?

Ah well. France in a week, I still need to get loadsandloadsandloads. Well, not that much

1. Books, books and more books.
2. A note book.
3. A real proper camera.
4. A suitcase.
5. 3 pairs of sunglasses.
6. Love.
7. A way of surviving without blogs/tweeting




Peace. Love. Squee.

i think i need to open some happiness.

im not happy. i should be. but im not.
i dont mean to sound like a spoilt brat.
but everythings good.
how its supposed to be.
yet im so depressed.
its summer ; i was too excited about summer, now it isnt as good as i'd like it to be.
everyones gone on holiday so early.
depressing.
everyones got problems. i get that. but unless your going to tell me your problems, dont go on about them.
id rather know what im worrying about.
panic. jon + ryan will be replaced and then brendon + spencer + their new bandmates will be back to making beautiful music. i should be relieved we still have panic at all. but i dont like change. change is the worst. panic is the only thing i thought would never change :'(
love. i hate love. i fucking hate love. love hates me. love has been good to everyone but me.
rona has caolan. aoife has joseph. shannon has...that person. becca has...becca doesnt count, shes in florida.
the point is love sucks. love will always hate me. i will always hate love. end of.


peace. love. squee.

I haven't posted in a while (me thinks). Stayed up all last night textering, drawing + watching skins. I'm so lazy. Town tomorrow I think ? Eugh Im tireddddd ! Yukyukyuk ):

well, now we know why he left the band...

fuck im bored -)

thanks for the closure, jon

did anyone else lol at this as much as i did ???

ftr...

i respect jon + ryan's descison,
i cannot change their minds.
i was upset and angry at the begining,
but ive realized that i have to deal with it.
theyre gone.
they'll be relaced.
ry + jon will make their own music,
and i'll still love panic.

i just wanted to clear this up.
<3


peace. love. squee.

rip, love for rywalk.

im about ready to kill myself...

RYAN ROSS + JON WALKER HAVE LEFT PANIC AT THE DISCO.

i hope they do well in the future and all that jazz,

but they would have done better if the stayed in panic.

im DREADING the new panic album

or as i call it "THE BEGINING OF THE END"

i think they should call it that.

I WISH I HAD BLINK 182 TICKETS.

okay, pete wentz is REALLY confusing me with his tweeting.

ARE PANIC DEAD OR NOT ??????????????????????????????

im really fuck off about this, though all i can really say atm is...

R.I.P. PANIC

peace. love. broken hearted squee.

i love/hate late night msn convos.

i didnt really intend for that to rhyme but who gives a fuckkkkkkkkk !

i lovelovelovelove my life for 7 reasons.

1. shannon has threatened to kill every person whos taken a stab at my self esteem in the past year.

2.RONAS BAAAAAAACK !<3

3. im actually sticking to my promise of posting on this more.

4. i couldn't give a fuck.

5. my hairrrrrr !

6. france <3

7. everyones HAPPAY !

i hatehateHAAATE my life for 7 reasons

1. shannon is thinking serial killer thoughts because of me.

2. RONA IS BAAACKKK...but shes already planning my wedding ¬_¬

3. im jetlagged from staying up writing this

4. i actually could give a fuck ):

5. the red is beginning to fade...

6. france

7. everyones happy. except me.

oh god.

ive turned into miley cyrus. listing 7 things in two different lists.

but mine aren't about nick jonas...

suprisingly.

im trying to get things back to how they used to be ;

but shan is thinking murder , rona is trying to set me up, becca is in a different time zone, aoife is obsessed with one...."myro" & bexzay is mad just...

OMGOMGOMG...SHANE DAWSON GOTTED A PUPPY.

i saw him tweet about it...

tweet tweet (6)

basically, sacha baron cohen is GODDDDDD.

borat is not just for 2006.

it is eternal <3

along with Ali G + Bruno !

atm, watching skins <3

skinsskinskinssss.

wooooo.

oh and the picture at the top. i forgot to post it yesterday <3

im fucking tired + had no idea what to write in this

so,

peace. love. squee.

I ACTUALLY NEEDED TO POST THIS !!!

'We've always been fans of good catchy melodies and lighthearted music,' frontman Brendon Urie says.


The initial sessions for Panic at the Disco's Pretty. Odd. rather famously took place in a cabin deep in the mountains of Nevada. For their new album, they're trying something different: They're writing in a house deep in the canyons of California.
For roughly half a year now, Panic have been working on the follow-up to 2008's Odd, mostly at guitarist Ryan Ross' Topanga Canyon home. And when we caught up with frontman Brendon Urie and drummer Spencer Smith at Blink-182's pre-tour fiesta, we decided to get a status update on the project.
"We've been doing home demos for the past six months — just kind of writing — and we're pretty close," Urie explained. "Still some work to be done,




&&&



According to tunelab.com, “Panic At The Disco will send their new single “New Perspective” to rock radio on August 18th. The track is expected to appear on the band’s upcoming new album which currently has no title or release date.”Pete Wentz twittered the following about Panic’s new song, New Perspective.listening to “new perspective”. its like a new version of the old one. i think youre gonna like it.From Pete Wentz’s Twitter…“I don’t care divine intervention. I wanna hear praise from a new perspective.”



night all <3
peace. love. squee.

my love affair with commenting on what ryan ross says <3 (and of course the man himself)

"I don’t think there is a limit to how big we want to get"

if your reading this and are not either laughing uncontrollably or screaming "THATS WHAT SHE SAID" at the screen...i'd check your pulse...

"I think a lot of those things we think are special — the way we dress, the things we put into our stage show — some fans don't even realize that because they're just drooling over Brendon."

he says this, but he's really jealous because brendon is his AND NO ONE ELSES (well maybe mine...but me and ry would have to fight TO THE DEATH)

"I've been studying people — a homeless guy in Scotland, a blind accordion player in London"

he left out Brendon's ass

"Like, fans are always saying that me and Brendon are dating."

because you ARE.

"Things have been happening very fast. We've been pretty much busy from the week we got signed"

do i even need to comment on what im thinking right now...i didnt think so.

"Give it up for the lessons, Give it up for the homework!"

and for the first time in history, someone says no to ryan ross...

"We forgot out pom poms"

im having quite pleasant sexual mental images right now....

"I'd be Spiderman."

and id be...jane, im not really sure what her name was ?

& then there is of course

THE ULTIMATE TWEET <3

j'aime la France mais je déteste le français

incase you are retarded (or colourblind) you might have notciced my page is now different.
(i really dont mean to offend retarded people if you haven't noticed)

im off to france for 2 weeks in 16 days...i am worried about seven things....
1. the french giving me weird looks because of my hair
2. my mother embaressing me infront of the hot french boys :')
3. falling into the pool and turning the pool pink
4. 2 weeks sans internet
5. sunburn = my face turning the same colour as my hair.
6. running out of things to read
7. losing complete sanity ; having to live in a cramped apartment with my mother + sister for 2 weeks ¬_¬


last year i read 5 books in seven days.
so this year, ill need about [insert large number here]
im actually going to read the miley cyrus biography. apparently these alot of japanesy stuff in it....so no need to panic im not becoming miley OBSESSED.
i FINALLY found an app to let me read slash without intenet connection !

[dear creater of the app "Read it Later", i owe you my lifeeeeee <3 ]

i'll probably DIE without twitter + bebo D:






okay ;
stuff i need to do before france;;

1. buy books
2. brush up on my french ( i hate french ; i probably wont speak it at all)
3. complete my chapter of LL+S and make a start on bex's
4. re-dye my hair
5. save 50 slashes on my phone for when i run out of books to read
6. PACK HAIR STRAIGHTENERS EARLY (i forgot them last year = big mistake)
7. get 3 new pairs of sun glasses (to PRIMARK!)
8. convince everyone that i am coming back home eventually.
9. download more music for my walks along the prominade at sunset <3
10. convince father to give me £100-200 for topshop shopping spree
11. make sure i am not forgotten when it comes to bebo + tweeter (u)







peace. love. squee.

its been a while...

well, yes it actually has,
according to my calculations (and my last blog) my last post was 2 and a half months ago.
FAIIIIIILLLLL.

right from now on, the blog starts HERE !
BLOG RESOLUTIONS. (saaaad, i know)
-post at least 3 times a week. with the exception of being laptop/internetless.
-post rants and updates here. twitter dont really care yeno.
-get more blog followers !!
-make the blog all pretty
-this blog is about me being social, so write it about that....
-get a boyfriend (not really blog related, but its not fair that everyone has someone except me *pout*)





peace. love. squee.